April 2023 Poetry

“ghost” – Brianne Buckfelder

I watch from the shadows 

In a dreamlike state 

Nothing inside me has changed 

Nothing outside stayed the same 

How dare it interrupt 

The equilibrium I keep 

That I hold on so tight to 

That I fight for each day 

Back and forth goes my mind

Watching still

Nothing I do will stop it 

I’ve learned that much 

Why are you moving that

I don’t like it

Why are you changing things 

Put it back 

Why fix it

Please just listen!

But I’m still in the shadows 

Nobody can hear me

I join the ghosts in the walls

Time moves on 

Things change 

I go back to my corner 

I convince myself it’s fine 

I latch onto the familiar 

I ignore what’s not mine 

And then, all is new

I’m the only thing left

Unrecognizable us both

A relic of the past

“Iri” – Rayna Stallings

Like a comet from outer space,

she crashed into my existence,

Breaking through the walls I carefully built up over the years.

Pursuing me with such persistence,

her genuine care has brought me to tears

I never knew I could feel like this,

Warm and whole inside,

She consoles my darkest thoughts,

that I often try to hide

An ethereal being,

sent from up above,

I cherish the moments I spend with her,

My heart is full of love

Her touch is a healing force, 

That brings me back to the ground,

I am no longer a balloon floating up into the universe,

I have finally been found

With her, I can be unapologetically myself, 

Never too much

The sweet notes she leaves around my room,

Turn my heart to mush

Romantic soulmates living in true bliss,

How blessed am I to have this wonderful woman

To hold and to kiss

“Beautiful nights, beautiful words” – Mariyka Sich

One of those nights, a sleepless night.

I toss and turn and go outside,

To see if the moon and stars are still there.

Suburban sky evens blood pressure again.

Looking up, I wonder, “Does He know?”

Does God know my heart? 

Does He see the fire blazing inside? 

Will he quench my thirst? I hope it’s soon.”

Clutching the railing and breathing in stars,

In and out with His breath in my lungs.

I hope He knows I love getting it knocked out of me

When He speaks beautiful words through others’ lips.

“Harmless” – Anna Shoup

Add a splash of bleach in with the white sheets and towels

And place it back above the washing machine.

Chop basil with kitchen scissors

And hand wash the pair tomorrow.

Light a scented candle with a gas-powered lighter

And shave in the shower with a three-blade razor.

Needle-and-thread a hole in the blue sweater,

And file fingernails round and pointy.

There is pasta on the stove,

And wine in the fridge.

Leave the bottle corked, unfinished,

Turn the stove off without a hitch.

While hummingbirds on the back porch

Use their beaks in floral escapades,

And brightly colored salamanders

Waddle their way from concrete to cool soil,

Stingless bees outside the window

Embark upon their harmless pursuits.

And I, with them.

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